Give me a fucking Grip [Monday, February 20th, 2006] "Give me a fucking Grip" If I could understand the thoughts in my mind if I could fly away from this life for sometime if I could forget all my sorrows, my sins if I could stop being so insecure you have the power to clean my conscience just by telling me the truth about your feelings but lately i feel you so distant, so distracted by the person closest to me... Can't you see the message im trying to tell you my strength seems to be powerful and strong but the weakness always shows up in the lonely hours confusing my emotions, controling my actions... Life is not stoping to give me a fucking grip Life is not waiting for me to get ready life is not giving me the time to organize my feelings to understand the frustration and lonelyness inside of me All im asking for is a little of comprehention All i want is for a little of your help show me the reality about things demonstrate me that you really care I feel the rejection in your lack of expression like im just another person disturbing your life that soon will be replaced by someone better and become the memory that will disolve in the air I sacrificed my heart without doubting it I knew what a mess this would be and told myself to not give in so please stop messing with my feelings Hold on tight to my heart and make your desition right now are you going to kill it or are you going to heal it My eyes will scream at you my actions will always compliment you my words will wish you the best but my heart will die the day you decide to walk away... written by: andres mejia [Reply] 1 [Comment] [Memories] [Edit ]

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[Wednesday, March 16th, 2005] FRIENDS ONLY So yes.... I decided to make ths LiveJournal for friends Only... so if u wish to know more about fes, and be part of his world (im fes, btw) then just send me a message and i will accept u in my friends list without any problem *smiles* ... [Reply] 8 [Comment] [Memories] [Edit ]

Ever Eternal Moment [Monday, December 20th, 2004] [ mood | loved ] I used to be afraid of reality Hiding in my endless dreams screaming in silence with my eyes runaway from the truth We met without the truth Was it love at first sight? did you felt it or was it another of my dreams Do you hide in lies too? Will you carry me again to a place away from reality and where my dreams became real I Smoke my fears Feeling dizzy when I start Everything is going to fast and i am small compared to you I might be invisible but you gave me a moment an Ever Eternal Moment where my tears disappeared I hug my fears and my dreams Stop hiding in a fake world The moment is know And it felt like an eternal feeling We stand in the same room I am holding to the truth that we are so close from each other and so far at the same time You looked at me I was to afraid you smiled at me and I lowered my face Are we different? Are we real? Are you an illusion, a dream or was it a true ever eternal moment I need to be brave Accept my painful truth and hope that you Will open your heart for me... [Reply] 4 [Comment] [Memories] [Edit ]

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